There was never a moment I didn't love my daughter; I just didn't want her. That may be hard for some to understand, but I know that there are many mothers who are silently suffering because motherhood wasn't necessarily in their plans or in their timing. They suffer alone because the idea of not wanting a child isn't a widely accepted norm. In my book, Access to His Grace, I share my truth of how I battled for seven years with accepting my daughter. Come with me as I give you a candid peek into my life as a young mom desiring nothing to do with motherhood. My unmerited Access to His Grace opened the door to my healing journey as I learned to intentionally commit to cultivating a healthy bond with my daughter.¿